wah shit. i feel like writing sth but i got zero content in my mind.

zzzzz. dieee.

this week is a terrible week like last week.

but the weekends were wonderful. and i totally mean it.

i havnt actually gotten over the yuzhong hype yet (: omzod. he is WONDERFUL. pple shd get to know him not only cos “he is JJ’s good friend”.

SO ANYWAY,

I NEED TO TYPE NONSENSE TO GET THAT WEIRD FEELING OFF.

PEOPLE REALLY NEEED TO GROW.

lalalalala.

oh! something that may seem to be nth to you pple can actually mean my life.

really. stop expecting others to think the way you do.

grawr.

demoralised? NOT! irritated? MAYBE. in love? YES! WITH MY YUZHONG AND YOUJIA AND TANK AND LOLLIPOP! GO WANGZI (:

ooooh.

lanqiuhuo and heitangqunxiazhuan is gonna be out sooonish (: CANTWAIT!

and nooo. DYLAN AND ANNA ARE SO NOTT SIBLINGS!

I MISS BEB ):

AND GREEEEEEN’S BIRTHDAY IS IN A FEW DAYS.

AND MY WEIJIANNN’S WU FA GUI LEI! SOOONISH (: REALLY SOON!
AND JIAYOU JINGLUN FOR XING GUANG 3.

xing guang 3 i HOPEEE jing lun will be in top 3. then champion will be lala [duhh] and i want jian feng jun! sorryyy but i dun really like lin xinyi that much.

i preferrr liangwenyin. [dun ask me why i gt that comparison]

i want huang meizhen. random.

GRAWR! ):

pft.

i still very de bushuang ):

and i miss jinganing ):

MY DYLANNNN (CHEN CHU HE) IS WITH ELLLAAAA O.O

GRAWRRRR!

WTH WTH WTH WTH! )):

i dont want to regret it.

I KNOW I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO THINK LIDDAT ):

BUT THIS IS HOW I THINK. I AM SORRY LAH.

GRAWRRR )):

WHYYYYYYYYYYY?!!?

i want t cry alr luhh ):

when it was xing guang 4 shao (WHERE THERE WAS MY RENJIE) I COULDNT GO COS I WASNT IN SINGAPORE. even if i was in Sg, i wun be able to go alsoo lah.

AND THEN NOW WHEN IT IS YOUJIA, I CANT GO ALSO. grawrrrr. WTH. i feel alot worse compared to last time. COS IT WASNT MY FAULT THE LAST TIME, AND IT IS SO FAR AWAY LAH. and there was my niceeee cuzins (: BUT NOW IT ISNT THE CASE ):

grawrrrr. I WANT YOUJIA ): or at least yuzhong. BUT I DOUBT I CAN GO FOR YUZHONG TOO )):

wth wth wth wth!

first it was my BBT ): the one i waited SOOOO LONG FOR. THE ONE WHERE I COULD HAVE SEEN THEM AT LEASTTTT ONCE ):

then now it is my youjia and yuzhong.

WTH! HOW MANY MORE TIMES OF THIS DO I HAVE TO GO THROUGH ):

rawrrrrrrrr.

the only time i cld go for sth liddat was TANKKKKKK <3 and angela. and yuzhong’s kbox thingum COS IT WAS A SUNDAY

yeah lah, wtv, scold me for being ungrateful. i dont careee.

i have to admit that seeing TANK was a reallyyyy happy thing.

it;s like alot better than anything else.

I WANT THAT FEELING AGAIN.

you know i was HIGH FOR HALF A MTH COS OF TANK ((: AND EMO FOR SUPER LONG COS OF BBT ):

grawrrrrr. I WANT THAT FEELING ):

i dowant to regret anything liddat luhh! pffft.

saw giselle on the bus.

it has been ages since i actually saw her. i dont even know if it was p4, p5 or p6.

dont think she exactly remembers me.

ah wells.

but whether it is p4, p5, or p6, i was happppieeee.

grah. i am missing nicole chan and jaime chong.

i rmbr we used to talk on the phone for like super long.

all the conference calls, and the talk-rubbish calls.

and there was amyyy, when we used to not eat recess and sit under the table talking about rubbish.

everything is like so super long ago):

even sec 2 seems so long ago. ):

i am growing olddd. eeeks.

i think i really really suck as a friend ):

alot of it could have lasted longer. my bad. )):

i guess i just thought our personalities clash. (sheesh, yamapi said sth like this abt kame)

ah wells. my fault.

grahh. i am beginning to misss alot alot of people. people i havent talked to for a long time cos i was being a lousy friend.

chekkk. amy. nic chan. cheryl. jermainee. nic heng. jae chong. jingning (but this is nott my fault! SHE DOESNT TALK TO ME). yiling. eeleng. sannn. ivfen (yess i was quite close to her once)

grawrrr. it’s like, i want to talk but idk waht to talk about ):

bleahh. this sucks.

anywayyy, THE JAPANESE GUY HAS NICEEE HAIR! AND HE IS SUPER TALL!

and and and, YOUJIA AND YUZHONG ARE COMING. i so want to see them ((:

AND CHEN XINYI DOESNT DESERVE DYLAN! IT IS UNFAIRRR! DYLAN IS THE PURRRFECT GUY LUHH!

CLASS PARTAE  AT MEL’S HOUSE AGAINN ((:

cant wait cant waittt.

till then, COUNT DOWN TO SATURDAY! but time shd stop there. cos aftr that means results ): BUT SATURDAY ((:

gonna see EELENG AND JAIME AND SANDRA againn (:

yayyyy

hopes jingninggg will go. but she is so jing-ish!

and I AM FREE FROM OBS (:

AND IRYU IS NICEEE

i liked IRYU 2 more than IRYU 1. but IRYU 1 had a NICER team! i dont like the IRYU 2 teamm.

ohhhh! it’s funny reading forums (: and WHY IS NALIPA chong bo-ed? ):

ohhh, to the stupid dongbangshinki fan: IT IS OBV MY LOLLIPOP CANT MATCH UP TO YOUR DBSK, SO WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM BY COMPARING THEM AND THEN MAKING LOLLIPOP SOUND SO BAD?! who said LP doesn’t work hard? and WHO ARE YOU TO CRITICIZE THEM?! grawrrr.

i want CODE BLUE hurryyy! and FTLY TMRW ((((: DYLAN WO AI NI <3

he’s PURRFECTTT!!!

ONE WEEK DOWN (: NINE (or one) MORE WEEKS TO GO (:

thursday was a happaeee dayy (:

cos I FOUND OUT NO MORE OBS FOR ME (:

AND MGEEE ((:

cant wait till saturday

anyways, thursday was nicee talking crapppp.

just total crap.

AND WOW! MISS HO REMEMBERS ME ((:

and ehhhh laoshi said i nvr grow up. bleahhhs. BUT I DID ((: i think.

and and and.

one more thing i found out about MYSELF (:

I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE ASK ME TO STOP WATCHING MY SHOWS JUST CAUSE THEY ARE ANGRY. WTH!

cant believe school is starting already ):

grawr. i am NOT ready.

i dont want school. cos school means getting results. means DIE.

and it means no more seeing eeleng and sannnn!

rahhh.

anyways, thursday was a nice day.

but eeleng was annoying!

and and and i still like my yamapi and tegomasss and koya!

i think tegopi is a cute pair too!

and i cant believe there are pple writing about wangmao =.=

THEY ARE BROTHERS YOU KNOWWW

weilian and xiaoyu also?!

rahhh. nooo.

write about guiwang!

and xiaoyu plus xiaoxun. though alot of pple want xiaoyu with meimei. i prefer yuxun!

AND I DONT WANT OBS!

COS IT WILL MEAN NO LOLLIPOP FOR ONE WEEK! AND IT WILL ALSO MEAN I WONT GET TO SEE DYLAN <3 HE IS PURFECT! <3

dylannnnnnnnnnn!!!! how come he is so cuteeee and sweeetttt! rahhh. i dont want cunxi and xinyi! I WANT XINYI AND DYLAN!

bleahhhhs.

and and! LAN QIU HUO and MIT are coming <3 AND HEITANG TOO! <3

and and and lauren just got the concert dvd! but dont have gong zuo zheng ):

BUT STILL! i love love love it ((:

wahhh! i want it to be thursday againnn ): [thursday's mfbbt was nice tooo]

oh! mfbbt these few days are niceeee <3

AND I DONT WANT ENRICHMENT WEEK

SO SICKENING!

anyway, ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE FIGHTING WITH ME FOR LP! ):

and i want the LP gong zuo shi!

and aoquan can help me edit my video. or ahwei too!

their video editting is pro-ed! i dowant to do stoopid math ):

grawrrrrr. slap whoever set the thing.

I DOWANT SCHOOL!

oooh i am listening to YES! now <3

and it’s supposed to “copy” HSJ UMP, and the MV is NewS Weeeeek.

BUT OEI! LOLLIPOP IS LOLLIPOP! and and the feel is different lorhhhs. UMP not so high! fine maybe cos i dont understand. AND GOT ALOT OF MVs is like the Weeeeek MV wahtt. I DONT CARE. i like bbt AND weeeek.

SAY NO TO SCHOOL!

XIAOYU HAS A NICE VOICE <3

and whoever said they dui zui, you are superdee wrong! bleah you people X)

grawr, if school starts and i screw up, then i will DIE! die die die. and i mean it. bleah. whose fault? school’s fault! mwahaha.

and i will die hugging my lollipop’s na li pa and DVD and posterrs! hmph.

i dare you to fail me now. bleah you.

and and and go zhai nan shu and gong zhu bang!

my ideal 2 jun will be MAODI AHBEN LIQUAN WEIYU XIAOLU

sad can only have 5, or else i will want YESHOU too.

i dont want terrryyyy. nooo. he is hardworking and all but noooo, he is too not suitable for an ou xiang tuan ti.

MAODI <3 AHBEN <3

gahhhhh. AND DERRICK IS CUTE!

ohh, GO JINGLUN! do SINGAPORE proudddd!! ((: i love love love his voice!

grawrrr.i want to crap some more

but i need to go think of math.

I AM GONNA MISS ALOT OF THINGS IN THE HOLIDAYS!

miss my COUSINS! alot alot. esp. since there was chalet. xinyingavanlinusjordandennis. rahh. i want to crap somemore.

and EELENG AND SANDRA! i dont care. i’ll go back ONE DAY. ): and tehn i can see yiling and nic chan (:

(lols. joanne just told me she’s getting more and more crazy over lollipop)

HAHA! and i’m gonna miss talking to joanne (yesh this is weird cos i dont even know her properly!). i am gonna miss talking to her about how dumb we are chasing LP. but still~

and and and i am gonna miss YOUTUBING. duhh! IT’S LOLLIPOP YOU KNOWWW.

and i am gonna mis Lollipop alot!

and SLEEPING <3

bleahhhhhhs.

i dont mind being busy, i just dont want results and OBS and enrichment week. cancel off the first 3 weeks and i dont mind school starting. SICKENING! i shall go do work now. bleahhhh.

I LOVE LOLLIPOP <3 AND NEWS <3 AND JINGLUN <3 AND WEIJIAN <3 HIS ALBUM COMIN OUT SOON <33

backk from chalet.

we FINALLY k-ed <3

and i still love lollipop (:

but the east coast people are disgustingly smart. must be because they got nothing to do.

wahaha

and we mahjong-ed.

and i have to say, jordan was superdee highh (:

wahaha.

and kungfupanda is stoopid =.=”

talked alot of crapppp

and saw manymanymany disgusting lizards.

and i am tired now.

cos i slept little.

all of us slept little.

more about it nxt time.

today is a suckier suckier day.

i COULD have seen them.

my LAST chance.

and i DID NOT. ):

i feel CHEATED.

THEY FLEW TO A FAR FAR AWAY LAND ):

VAL!!!! YOU KNOW WHAT TO DO IF I FALL INTO A COMA!

XINYING! HOWWW! ):

I AM DEPRESSED.

AND I DONT CARE.

YOUJIA AND RENJIE AND AOQUAN AND WANGZI AND XIAOYU AND XIAOJIE AND WEILIAN AND AHWEI ARE MINE. BLEAH YOU.

AND NEWS IS MINE TOOO.

YAMAPIIII <3