random-ness (;

HAHA! SANN THINKS THAT CHEN YI IS CUTE TOO! I TOLD YA HE WAS CUTE

end of schl term. what have i done in school this year? let’s see…anws i shall do 2 more at the end of the year…so bbtp/

major things

1. got sent for counselling [and watching TANK WITH MEL ON THE SAME DAY...not counted ):]

2. slacked and mugged

3. saw the blacker side of life

4. saw how much mg rawks

minor things

1. got pissed at least twice a mth

2. learnt the meaning of f-u-c-k

3. ponned school

4. ponned lessons

5. saw black angelic faces

6. got freaking emo and spoilt my date out with leng and yiling and sann and jaechong ):

 how interesting nj life is yah?

anyways, JINGNING I SAW YOU HAHA AND I STILL DONT BELIEVE YOU HAVE NO MONEY :) LOL LOL! and you didnt entertain me ): i shall kachiao you online someday

what are shoutouts? for you to pretend to be oh-so-nice?

i dont want to write fake shoutouts. but i dont want to get myself into dumbass trouble.

i dont want to go back to the who-are-you phase.

and i am not in the mood.

cos of the cancer show ):

and all i can think of is my renjie and tank.

but cos of the cancer show,i’ll still do shoutouts. to those who still matter. though i am learning to not let anything else matter other than my TANK AND RENJIE AND YUZHONG AND ETC…

MELISSATAY: MELLLL!!!! you were so supposed to go to a*mei or xiaozhu with me kaes! bleh you. but I DONT CARE! YOU BETTER COME K-ING WITH ME IN THE HOLS anyway, thanks so much for putting up with my nonsense and highing with me at TANK all the best for your o’s. though i am sure you are like gonna A A A A!you cheeemed freak.

FOOYILING: you are on my desktop wallpaper be happy! you chiobu…thanks for highing with me over 183 and kone last time, then now BBT jiayous! i know you are SMART and thanks for being so chio miss you loads lah…you are forever MIA!

SANDRACHUA: you are also on my desktop you…non-chinese thanks for being so nice and funny and for talking when i am bleh-ed. and for going high over DBSK hahah. he still looks plastic.

TANEELENG: you idiot! stop running and get your ankle okay first lahhhhhh! and i still want to go out ): thanks for your math notes and for being so…WEIRD! go awayyyyy…you-run-faster-than-me-and-still-complaining-person! AND THANKS FOR WANTING TO KIDNAP MY TANK AND RENJIE AND BBT AND YUZHONG FOR ME and your ankle is gonna drop out):

JAIMECHONG: JAE CHONG YOU IDIOT NEVER REPLY ME EMAIL AND YOU RAN AWAY TO SOME FURJAYA OR STH LIDDAT PLACE. but anws thanks for listening to me go HIGH over people and of course my latest RENJIE jae chongg! come back soon yepps see you soon (: miss you loads! jiayous in whatever place it is with all the nasty people! i am still the nicest yeah? hahaha.i told you i am nice and go high over TW DRAMAS i love mike he AND SHAOWEI! lols. i dont care. you love them too but you love me the most! and dont become paikia lahh you…and your angmoh accent is funny i am still gonna laugh at you!

NICOLECHAN: ROJAK POOH.smartass lah you. gimme your brains anyway, thanks for putting up with my nonsense also i am sure no one can tahan my nonsense as much as you, mel, xinying and eeleng (: serious. *i mean look at the number of pple in nj who can tahan my nonsense…ZERO*. you still rawk :) and thanks for being soooo nice (: and your tiramisu is nice too nice person makes nice tiramisu ((: miss you loads…cos i only saw you for awhile that day ):

PEHXINYING: yes you. tingzhu! TANK! sinhuey! a*mei! evan! hahahahaha. thanks for passing me cds and getting them and going high so weirdly. you are still a weirdo and elmo still does not rawk. and BBT still rawks! you emo freak! dont emo alr dont say you are not emo cos you are and thank me for getting angela’s auto for you and dont pissed. cos i also pissed and what happened to your i-want-to-learn-piano?!

TANK: THANK YOU FOR GIVING ME SUCH NICE MUSIC and your music was the first which i listened to until i cried ): jiayous TANK! <3

RENJIE: I LOVE YOUR VOICE THANKS and i dont care. you are better than youjia! pft.

i dont care. i am gonna write fake shoutouts if that is waht you want. pft.

and:

sorry i forgot again: LUCKS FOR YOUR O’s JORDAN! paiseh i am a lousy cousin ):

anyway,thanksforthelie.thelieabouthavingt***s*****.orisitjustmeclosingupagain?thanksforshowingmethelieandthanksforonceagainremindingmenottobelieveandtolearntohandlelies.thankssomuchforthereminder

ishalllearnonceagainnottobelieveanymore,evenifitisyou.perhapsiamdoingagoodjob,ainti?evenifiamnotjusttellmeiam.becauseineedtogetusetotheliesandtheforevernesswhichlastsnotmorethanonesecond

HAHA leng i am still waiting for my tank and the emoness not purposely lahhhh. i not so wuliao. fine maybe i am. but that is not the pt;D

lol! i told you TANK RAWKS and flh sucks!

and yes i got high ystd when TANK was talking

cos he is my TANK whose improvising rawks

happy happy happy!

though his awards all cos of zhuan shu tian shi…i know his other songs are nice too just not some dumb drama’s theme song.

oooh ce tian’s lu ren jia is nice

and tingzhu rawks still!

have you ever seeen a bun with a dog, and the dog doesnt eat up the bun?

picture that

thnks leng for informing…

hope you are okay…must jiayous. always you telling us to jiayou…hope everything is alright…

i realised xing guang bang likes cao ge alot. but anyway, my point is: I STILL LOVE XU REN JIE AND XIAO JING TENG

some songs still remind me….

and some songs still make me wanna cry…

oh wells. like leng said, the only time i can really enjoy myself with pple from nj will be when i am with the bballers

nice! but i still wanna go with my cousinssssss and leng and mel i dont care. i will find some time to go!

i sing terribly but i dont care. cos i really can relax i dont care if i am off key…cos i know what is most important.

and i discovered that my i-cant-trust-you thingy is getting serious.

darn.

歌曲：walk away
歌手：范逸臣 专辑：不说出的温柔

作词:磐子 范逸臣
作曲:林其玉
编曲:郭建良

every time i try to walk away
忘了我是谁
无所谓不需要再虚伪
every time i try to walk away
忘了你是谁
一个人就拥有一切
oh～一整片蔚蓝的天
wu～ oh～
蔚蓝的天

我想乘着这一阵风
远离这世界
留下太刻意装的笑脸
要越过地平线
oh 不管时间没有地点
我决定我的期限
往前走会发现有改变
(walk away 这世界改变)

to mel: i really am sorry for what happened the first time we went k…really.  go again yeah?  we’re still k-buddies!

nah i wont mention much…because i found out i am beginning to learn to not to care.

anyways, i love “walk away”’s lyrics. somehow it is telling me what i shd be doing now… somethings, i really dont want to do but i cant control. stupid.