random-ness (;

omigosh…okk i know i might have said this before. but i have to say it again. DEAR TANK is such a SWEET song…and TANK has the POWERS to make everyone gan dong!!! so does lin yu zhong! xuan lv is a VERY SWEET song lahh. ahhh!!! LOVE THEM LOADS!

Dear TANK may not be a christian song, but it REALLY shows his love for God and it really helps to focus…THANK YOU JESUS FOR GIVING TANK SUCH A BEAUTIFUL VOICE!!! <33

BLEH. i REGRET wanting to for choir concert. I RATHER STAY HOME LISTEN TO TANK AND WATCH LIN YU ZHONG!!!!!! i’m SURE TANK AND LIN YU ZHONG are better lahh. PFFTT. there goes my yuan dian ): I REALLY WANNA WATCH YUAN DIAN! and there goes my yin yue ge dou chang ): I WANT TO WATCH MY TANK. why always liddat? i miss the episodes i REALLY want to watch! like my DERRICK episode <33 HE IS DAMN CUTE CAN? then now my TANK episode! blehs. but oh wells…i shall go FIND it somehow. pffttt. heh. spent my morning watching TANK CAO GE AND LIN YU ZHONG on youtube <33 NICE LAHH!!!!

counting down…to many many things

1. JAE CHONG <33

2. K-ing

3. the dayy…(i dunno how to count down cos i dunno when it is…but i’m still couting down. every possibility. every chance. bahh)

4. training(?)

5. PIANO!

6. LIN YU ZHONG!!! <33(not confirmed but i am still couting down)

7. CLASS PARTY 07 <333

8. DEC HOLS :))

9. YUAN DIAN! (it’s in ONE hour :D)

10. the episode where jianing and tie tou gets back to normal <3

bahh. stupid me. but wtv it is, i HOPE i win the tix. it is LIN YU ZHONG HORR. so anyways, *cross fingers and prays hard*. but here comes the mao dun. HOW TO GET OUT OF THE CAMP like one hour earlier? i think still competition lahh that time. how how how? blehhx…HOPEFULLY OURS OVER LE then shd be okay bahh just dun stay for prize presentation. ohh wells…i seriously hope to get the lin yu zhong tix!!! it’s like LIN YU ZHONG!! he is good lah. admit it.

one day of the holidays gone. havent started mugging. oh wells. but i dont think i wasted today. not a single bit…it was spent doing something i love :)) and the power of it is just WOW. serious. i shant elaborate

watched videos on youtube….i really ADMIRE them!!!

i mean…

1. Lin Yu Zhong

2. TANK

3. Cao Ge

4. Huang Yi Da

5. Ah Qin

6. Fan Yi Chen

they are like….really 为音乐打拼, and their 花边新闻 is like so little lahh. i can guarantee their fans are hard-core de AND they really love music lahh. i dunno. the feeling they give is that they really dont care whether or not they are very 红, but care only about their music….and there are BOUND to be people who actually appreciate their music lah. serious. as in, compare them to the other people who like create so MUCH 花边新闻 and only want to become like damn famous…they confirm die off VERY soon de. although i have to say that i prefer the female version of some of the songs ah qin wrote…and i prefer the fan yi chen version of Love Story…i guess the songs he wrote are more suited for them instead of for himself.it sounds quite weird on him…but the songs he write for himself…they are GOOD. for eg, 记得爱… and i think he did First Love quite well (go watch youtube videos if you dun understand)

zhang dong liang and zhang shao han…i can only say that they have good people behind them and they are LUCKY…and they can sing…but i guess they are not so much of doing stuff for music bahh.

hmmm i agree. i rather we all play tgthr then have a grp of pple playing soccer. blehx. I WANT TO PLAY TOGETHER LAHHH. how come only one of them?! possible reasons….hopefully it is correct AND APPLIES TO ALL. dun care if you dont understand XD

and perhaps shuhui is right(refer to tagboard)…oh well. but i know i take a long time to adapt lah….heh. i lied to laoshi :\\

sheesh. i dont like the way i am writing now…or rather i see no purpose in writing…i miss xiaoshuos. i miss those xiaoshuos where i get my inspiration from all over the place and when after writing i feel a sense of accomplishment. maybe i shall start writing my own xiaoshuos…cannot like that….my blog entries are starting to become meaningless (i dun care bt this…i mean the other one). maybe i shd just stop for awhile and get back the feeling before restarting? i dunno…but i really dont like the way i am doing stuff now. meaningless. but think again, what is the true meaning of life? life is meaningless too, isnt it? JINGGGGNINGGGG I NEED HELP LAHH….HELP ME THINK CAN?

sheesh. i think i am becoming like jianing! but i dont blame her for the way she is…it’s not her fault. i just think….i prefer the before her….seriously. but i think i am becoming like her. and duh there is sth to trigger it lahh. nah i shant say what…but i prefer the before me too…blehh…but wtv it is, i love jianing! and tie tou! and i love jay’s FACE but nt his character. and and and i love tingli too!!!!

saw shuhui’s long-time-ago-post on how she loves mg…i dunno. perhaps i am being too luosuo by saying it again but too bad…

i love MG, not cos of the people, not cos of the place, not cos of the system, not cos of the uniform, but cos it is MG. MG is made up of the people, of the place, of the system, of the uniform, of the memories…of everything. MG is more than a school…it is really a 2nd home. as in, how many times do teachers say “yr school is yr 2nd home”? and how many times is it really that way? think about it. i tell you, i can safely say that MG is my 2nd home. i left MG, but whenever i go back, i dont feel left out. it’s like, they are ALWAYS open for us to go back…with the nice teachers, nice people, nice school u…MG is ALWAYS open for us to go back to. really, you really can go HIGH in MG, you can laugh till you drop dead lahh…and you can ALWAYS share stuff.

first, the teachers. they are MORE THAN TEACHERS. they are FRIENDS. look at Laoshi…she is a TOTAL friend. you can just tell her about your problems and all.she’s always there to help! Mr Yeo is a friend too…you really can tell he cares, and not just have the “i just teach.too bad if you dont understand” attitude. Miss Michelle Tan, who emails us even when she is in Canada. Miss June Tan who really tries to help everyone of us. Miss Ho, who you can really bully to a certain extent (i think) and not think you are siao. Mrs Ng (yes joshua, i mean yr mum) who really helped ALOT throughout ISO and for teaching us so much…just so much. of course there are MORE…like Miss Gabrielle Dai, Mrs Shirley Phua and loads more…really…

then there are the other people. the cleaning aunties who are ever so nice to talk to and just makes me want to say “auntie 早”, the tuckshop aunties who remembers us(me, jae and nic) for forever wanting fries….and of course, the schoolmates. the times together are just WOW…really. from primary 4 camp, we bonded much…until primary 5 where we streamed and primary 6 when i changed class…primary 6, really i enjoyed the times. the times when recess were used to play captains ball and whatever crapp. the times when Amy and Jermaine and me just sat in class talking about songs and 56. well i do regret being mean to Amy…oh well. i miss the times when i just went over to her house and just slacked there…then finally sec 1, when i first found out i was in the same class as nic chan and jae chong. we bonded much, from the “MG-ian clique” and the “NON-MG clique” to one 1G! from winning much during sec 1 orientation camp to the yunnan trip which i just miss so much…the yunnan trip was REALLY GOOD…how i bunked with cheryl and we only talked to each other in the room and not on the bus, and how i suddenly became so close to liana cos i kept running over to her room…then sec 2,when we already were so bonded! then the melaka trip, the KL trip and the sec 2 camp. melaka trip, though it was not overnight, we did enjoy ourselves much!! with the whole lot of tau sa pia and the playing bridge on the bus. then KL trip, fine dining and all…the times when we got so close to Miss Michelle Tan. it was great!!! then sec 2 camp, nopes we were not in our classes, but FUSIONED really was a great team!!! really. and the last day of camp, when we just lied down on the road staring at the stars…and of course, there were the lessons and free periods and all where jingning fell under my bullying (though i cant bully her now cos she learnt aikido.pfft) and where yiling throws stuff at me and when we went for our usual lunches (JAE, MAXINE, YILING, EELENG, YITING,AUDREY)…then there is CL. i wasnt as close to them, but i am thankful for yating for getting us stuff from taiwan. and i am feeling guilty for not staying by them but i really want to say that they rawk. the bonds forged between them, really it is good.

then there is the nice school u and facilities. nopes the facilities are not as good as the nj ones but it is something i feel more for. for a simple reason, MG is a home…NJ is just a school.

nopes, i wont feel left out. no one feels left out in a home. no one. anytime i go back, there will be the fab teachers! and the nice nice schoolmates. and of cos there are CL pple…yupps there are…not very close, but not very distanted. we were always like that. it has never changed. perhaps that is why i went back to MG and i became the old me. cos all was the same. the feeling…the home. thanks loads for giving me all these! the 8 years…regret not completing the 10 years, and at the end of it all, go to NP. but what is done cant be undone…i’ll stick to what i have done, with the times in MG and music as a 推动力…

i love MG loads. i cant say the same about NJ. it’s just different isnt it? NJ, there are just no gaps for you to fit in. and it is not a home. not a single bit like one.

talking about NP, i really love the campus and ahhh i want go to FMS!!!bahhh…MEDIA STUDIES! I WANT!!!!blehhhs. i dun care, i shall MUG hard and get into mass comm in NUS. PFFTTTT. I MUST. there is a strong 推动力, i CAN do it!