random-ness (;

sucky GPA grade of 3.48. sheeshh. i needa improve!!! for bball too. and cos of this sucky grade, i might not be able to go for bball camp next week. URGH! it’s the FIRST time i actually enjoyed a cca, it’s the FIRST time i found comfort in a cca, in my teammates. and urghh…what is wrong lah. why do results matter so much?!? i’m sorry i am stupid can? I WANT TO GO BBALLING! like REALLY GO BBALLING. urghh. kill me please.

had yj match today. yeahh i didnt play. quite obv. hmm…yeahh i guess we were basically just too emotional during the match…always let emotions take over. but i think audelia’s steals were GOOD and the nice nice rebounds and intersections yifeng made! yeahh they were GOOD!!! continue jiayou-ing!!! really, you gals were GREAT!!! hope everyone is okay and wont be that affected by this match….we know that we CAN win. if we got in more open shots and layups! but it’s alright. we’ll continue training and continue jiayou ing! yeah. and the yjians were AGGRESSIVE and their offense were really dare dare kind! yeahh they were. but i guess that’s how it is? njians! LEARN TO BE MORE AGGRESSIVE!! yupps.oh wells, generally i still think that you gals did GOOD! and the guys too of course! all the nice intersections, rebounds and shots. they were really really nice! and i mean NICE! and yeah while they were playing match we did our zhan mas. hahahah. really mind-over-matter. LOL… and then team talk. jieqi eats so nicely huh/ lol. but yeahh. jiayou NJ BBALL!!!

really sinking into the NJ bball team! i dunno. i was really really emotional along with the rest of the team during the match. first quart i dunno why, i really felt like crying.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YIFENG AND SHUHUI!!

i shall do shuhui first since she has been such a GREAT FRIEND! hmm. i have no nice pics of shuhui! and so i shant post any. or she MIGHT kill me but anways, just wanted to say HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY SHUHUI!yeahh yeahh you are OLDER than me now. but it’s ALRIGHTS cos you STILL RAWK!!! thanks so much for EVERYTHING you have done yeah? yeahh and you’ll get your present NEXT WEEK

okay that was short but nvm. no time.

do yifeng’s now

heyhey miss i am so chio! HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY lol…yeahh the celebration was nice! and and and i’m sure you enjoyed it? the candles WERE nice!! but sadly yeahh the wind had to come. but it’s alright! just wanted to say you RAWK as a vice capt love ya loads! continue staying CHIO!!! cos you REALLY ARE CHIO!!! yeahh…and your trademark 2.4 pass lol. <33will miss you when you guys stop training with us after seasons): but it’s okay! cos you still rawk!!!

 yeahh and really THANKS NJ BBALL TEAM FOR EVERYTHING YOU GUYS HAVE DONE!!! esp when i fell. and all. REALLY! LOVE YOU GIRLS LOADS I CAN FEEL THE BOND jiayou!!! it’s the first time ever…since p1. that i ever ever felt part of a cca, and that i am going for a cca cos i LOVE the cca… thanks gals

YOYOYO YILING :D i dun think you’ll see this cause you dunno about this blog but NVM yeahh just wanted to say: HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY! you know you rawk big time? i only got kinduv close to you in 2G but it’s ALRIGHT! cause i really enjoyed myself!!! havent been talking to you much lately but it’s alright! cause you’ll ALWAYS be a GREAT FRIEND ((: no matter what happens, you RAWK! and yeahh!!! ENJOY FEILUNHAI-ing AND BANGBANGTANG-ing continue yeah? AND CONTINUE DANCING! cos if you dont, you wont be the FOOYILING i know :)) continue rawking!!! LOVE YA LOADS!!!! and continue GROWING!

TAN EELENG DUN EMO LE!!! you say you are not, but i know you ARE!!!just look at what you are talking about :\\AND YOU SOUND DARN SIAN! please lahh. anyone will know!!! anyone can tell!!! when i say cover up, i dun mean liddat lah…you know tat the only time you can be truthful to yourself is when you are alone? even if you are talking to someone online…as long as you are alone…it’s usually the time when you shd be truthful to yourself!!!! i mean cover up at appropriate times lah. not everything. you’ll BREAK DOWN! and i really mean BREAK DOWN….no one can tahan all these lahh. like dun have to cover up some stuff. if you really hate that person, just show it. just like how i show my hatred for melissa. really… cheer up lahhs. dun keep everything to yourself! you’ll really really D-I-E!

i think it’s DARN UNFAIR!!! why is it that ALL XYs can sing?!?!? and yes i mean ALL! at least ALL the XYs i know can sing. AND IT IS DARN UNFAIR!!!!! [although dennis isnt xy, he CAN sing...UNFAIR! why my cousins can sing i cannot?!?] I THINK IT IS DARN UNFAIR!!! grarhh. heck.. and xy dont say you cant sing! COS YOU CAN!!!! at least better than me. me is KOYAK lah. and i MEAN KOYAK. unfair unfair unfair unfair.

went back to mg today and i was so loser lahh. my legs suddenly jelly then i fell down and scraped my knees. sheesh. lucky didnt sprain ankle or will have to stop training ): but yeah i didnt before that played bball in school.at first only me and marilyn, then jieqi and lingyi came :)) hope lingyi’s leg is okay! yupps. MG saw yiling!!! yeahh and sann and eeleng and sarah and all. but i bolded yiling cause i REALLY REALLY MISS HER LIKE SIAO!!!! havent talked to her for a seriously long time yeahh watched her dance! STILL AS PRO AS EVER and she DID grow taller((: then didnt see many teachers. saw only MISS HO,mr yeo, mrs pandian!!! lol. biased lahh me, bold only miss ho!! but she was nice yeahh she IS nice! maybe i shd go for dance dance. go support yiling!!! yeahh then me and shuhui just walked around and rotted. yupps…that was about all. nothing interesting happened.): AND SANN, NOT FUNNY KAES!!! grrr…

lol. my blog is becoming like maxine’s…training blog! but nevermind!

morning training today. LOL. i made such a good shot lahhs. good until the ball kena stuck up there. LOL. didnt do much for morning training i guess. but flex wasnt that good…like when we were doing offense, we couldnt get a single one in. yeahh that was about it for morning training. then when we went to change, LOL YIFENG WAS DAMN FUNNYY! and xinni stole her skirt. lol. hilarious man…her play in sports bra thing was funny and of cos jieqi and her chem

then afternoon training, SHIHUI REALLY THOUGHT WE WERE DOING 2.4!!!! she was really mentally prepared. then when we went to do warm ups, she thought we were doing 2.4! funny. she was like “who help us take time arh?” LOL. and then thought usual warm ups, but ended up only 1 round. guess caused it rained? yeahh then they were like “whoa, from 6 rounds to 3 rounds, then now only 1 round arh?” haha. then the usual drills. layup and all. yeahh i guess my footwork did improve.but it’s just hard sometimes. like how i put in the ball and all. oh well, i will train harder and improve even more then did free throw and then went to the gym….but yeah as usual before we went to the gym we were like at the grandstand talking! hahaha “FA-TI-GU!!!” lol. yeahh then at the gym just did abit.not much i guess…cos the rain stopped. but it was fun at the gym!!! jieqi and shihui and their “jian guo ni de mei! wo hai neng ai shui?”  i think they mutated it to “jian guo ni de chou,wo zen neng ai ni?” and yeah i think directed to yifeng. AND I WAS REALLY REALLY SHOCKED THAT SO MANY OF THEM COULD ACTUALLY SING ZHANG DONG LIANG’S ZHI YIN WEI NI!!! i didnt know that they were kinduv cheena.lol. then went back on court. then it rained again…sian lahs. yeah so anyway drizzle only so we continued doing the dunno what play. i heard “sham play”. LOL, but yeah it isnt lahh. so the floor was damn slippery everyone scared fall down.hahaha. then after that we did half-squat. SCARYY KAES. i couldnt tahan 2nd set…i stood up abit i guess. yeah then at first sham said can end but xinni was like “nevermind, do the last set”. so we ended up not doing half squat but play sham’s FUN game. his games are never fun. yeahh relay, sorry for slowing you guys down. paisehs sia. BUT KAIKIAT WAS PRO!!!! yes he was…he really caught up alot. jieqi too!!! so anyways we were supposed to do pushups, but in the end the whole team did together!! yeahh. THE TEAM GUYS AND GIRLS TOGETHER! than the nj thing, lol, our hands too short cant reach.hahas. all for one, and one for all! that’s what bball is about

oh yeah before training, tsktsk marilyn was so DISTRACTED BY 6 letters. LOL. and i wasnt distracted by 8 letters kaee. AND YEAHH RUTH! HE IS SO CUTE LAHH.hahaha…BUT I STILL THINK 8 LETTERS NICER

this is what happens when lauren is bored. 

Think of 25 people, and leave them a message. Don’t specify which message is directed to who- just keep it anonymous, but do say the things you’ve always wanted to say to them; but have not been able to- or may never be able to- say.

1. it is great knowing you. yeah i know we are only at that level where we say hi and that’s all. but it’s alright. i am sure things will improve. for me at least. hopefully one day, we’ll become friends who will be able to tell each other our deepest secrets. i hope…and thanks for having the ability to affect my highness and downness. and yeah, i think that….I.LIKE.YOU.

2. cheer up kaes. the way to do it isnt that straightforward. i guess it’s the lack of experience in life….maybe you were too sheltered. but this is just a phase in life, you’ll tide over it…and you’ll start to appreciate life again it happened to me…jiayou! and of course thanks for listening to me RANT

3. thanks so much!!!! you know you really really really rawk? i know you wont be reading this but nevermind. thanks for all the encouragement and all. i really need it. and thanks for the help you have given throughout the past few months. thanks alot!!! and though we aren’t that close and all, but i am sure one day i’ll be part of you guys. you’ll always be the most respected captain!

4.PRETTY GIRL! i know you love to say that you are pretty! yeah also we are not that close, but i hope that one day we’ll be close enough as a team. and of course thanks for the encouragement too!it’s really really needed. and thanks for gradually including me in things. you’ll always be the PRETTIEST VICE CAPT EVER!

5. please GET A LIFE. bimbo. you SUCK. reflect on your actions please.

6. thanks for being the CLOSEST TO ME friend in nj. though we werent that close in mg until year end, but it doesnt matter. you really really really rawk you know….without you i guess i wouldnt have tahaned nj until now. thanks for listening to me complain and talk about how much i rather your class and all. thanks so much

7. [\edit] yeahh you are nice as a friend…hopefully it’s just me being oversensitive. continue rawking as a GREAT FRIEND and yeah know that you live for yourself, not anyone else!

8. yes, i hate you too lol. i dunno, but i guess it has been fun sitting next to you…and DONT GO AROUND LOOKING FOR GAYS PLEASE.

9. urgghhh. you SLACKER. smartness wont bring you far you know. UNDERSTAND THAT.

10. maybe you hate me? i dunno. but i dun really care either. as in, it’s your choice. continue hating me. i dont care! but i wont hate you.

11. dun be so emo le lahhs. if it’s about yr mum, cheer up! she’ll understand one day! dont give it up just cause of her…it’s your passion! and yeahh thanks for being so nice! an emo you is not nice you know…but nevermind. dont gay le arhs…or else later….

12. i’m sorry, but your “cuteness” really puts me off at times. it isnt jealousy. i know it…i am sorry i’ll have to suspect it’s to get attention…sorry but sometimes i wonder if you are really a friend. it seems that i treat you as a substitute at times. a sub for the old group of people i had to talk to them about stuff….i’m sorry.i’ll try to change. i guess…

13. miss you loads you know. havent really thanked you enough for everything! for the time when you helped to make me un-angry at people…and the time when you actually ranted on and on and on about people. you are really really really a good friend! and thanks for being able to get HIGH with me

14. sometimes i really wonder why we can become so GOOD FRIENDS when we are like so different. you are so classy and i am not. i guess it’s cause you RAWK.as compared to the other people, we havent really drifted apart. yeah, i just wanted to say that i believe you are the kinda friends who will last for a lifetime. thanks.

15. i guess we are mean to each other but really i can tell you stuff!!! yayness! thanks for listening and all. AND APPEARING OFFLINE.grrarh. but anyway just wanted to say THANKS! AND DONT BE JEALOUS YOU DONT INSPIRE ME AS MUCH

16. you know that you rawk? i am sorry about the fracture and all. really sorry. but please know that you really have impacted my life, and sorry about my slowness. just understand, you’ll always be the one i opened up to most during primary school days.

17. thanks for showing me the power of basketball and music…and thanks for rawking my life!’

18.yeahh i guess you are kinda dao. or rather, very dao. but i think that you are not that kinda person. you are those kinda shy kind. yeahh you are. but i really really hope one day you’ll open up yeah? you are already slowly opening up

19. CAN YOU LEARN TO USE TERMS PROPERLY?! and not act cool. cos you are SO NOT COOL.

20. i quote my cousin, STOP STEALING MY OXYGEN CAN? i already have not enough oxygen. please stay away from me. buzz off.

21. i know you love them. i know you suck up. i know you know that too.

22. thanks for being a dark and tortured seating partner. and thanks for rang-ing me all the time! and listen to me SCREAM AND COMPLAIN AND LETTING ME HIT YOU!!! mwahahaaha

23. always will remember how i hated you and you hated me and how we ended up being great friends….thanks for everything! really.thanks for listening to the complains. and all…and i am sorry for being mean ): really…i guess i shouldnt have done what i did, but everything’s alright now. and we rawk! dont we? GET HIGH TORTURING PEOPLE

24. sorry for that period of time when i was just being annoying. i guess we wont become as close as before, but you’ll always be one of the few i can trust yeah, misunderstandings SUCK. dont they?

25. i LOVE your songs <33 the songs you write. they RAWK. jiayou. i believe it was original. i believe.

ANYWAY, JUST TO PUBLICISE. although it’s not like anyone will notice,

PEOPLE JOIN NJ GIRLS BASKETBALL! (according to fangyu’s blog, J1s preferably, with experience if possible.)

ohkay, NJ will be playing MI,SR,TP,TJ (and i think that’s all) for 1st qualifying round. yeahh, jiayou NJ bballers! i know you guys can do it training today was erm…i know i did my best for layups and all. but there’s room for improvement for 2.4….can always do better…but thanks gayle for helping me pace myself! and the guys are so pro….like so many below 10 minutes. whoa. then shooting and all should be alright. need to train more…and yeahh THANKS RUTH FOR THE CALCIUM!!!! i really needed it! then pull ups, i think i relied too much on support. but yeah anyways, i did do what i think i could…but i can always do better!!! and i still wanna thank the team you guys RAWK!!!jiayou for the season! and the HCI game….whenever it is.

hope my legs will get better soon…